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28 January 2011 @ 09:57 am
[FIC] Revenge, A Bittersweet Love (Chapter 10)  

Title: Revenge, A Bittersweet Love
Author: Zoey
Paring: JunChun, JaeHo
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Smut
Length: Chapter - Ongoing

Summary: One accidents, Two victims. One revenge, Two broken hearts. They both each lost a piece of themselves. One lost the only comfort and love he ever known and had while the other lost the one thing he needed to complete him. What happened when their path crossed and revenged was set? Would love be enough to bring them out of their pain and suffering?

A/N: I want to shout out a BIG THANK YOU to dexterka92 for the making such a wonderful poster!!!!!!!!!!


Walking past the uprising popular restaurant, a sign hung at the front entrance informing its customers of their services hours this week. Since Junsu took Yoochun to Hawaii for the whole week, Jaejoong and Yunho had also decided to close the restaurant for the week, taking the break themselves. Changmin sighed he would have to settle for a cozy little Japanese restaurant down the street.


Entering the medium size restaurant, Changmin chose one of the empty seats near the back of the restaurant away from the rest of the crowds. It had been a long day for him and tonight he just wanted to relax and enjoy his dinner in peace and quiet. Placing order to the waiter, Changmin relaxed further into his seat, his eyes scanning the almost full restaurant. His eyes almost popped out of its socket when he spotted a familiar outline of Taemin, Junsu’s uncle.


Taemin always lived his life in styles. Never would he choose to have dinner in a small restaurant like this. Changmin eyed the man suspiciously. He had never trusted the man. Since he was Junsu’s uncle, Changmin had never mentioned his suspicious of the man to his best friend. It seem like Taemin was waiting for someone, and Changmin silently thank the lord above for choosing to sit at the back. From his position he could easily spied on Taemin without risking the chance for the older man to see him.


Twenty minutes later a middle aged man walked into the restaurant. He scanned the restaurant left and right as if searching for someone. There was something oddly familiar about that man as Changmin continued to stare at him. A sudden realization hit him when the middle aged man joined Taemin at his table. He had seen that man before, more specifically he had talked to him before too.




“Dr. Han” Yunho shakily spoke up in placed. “Is…is he OK?”

Dr. Han gave out a tired sigh, “I’m sorry to have to tell you this, but the piece of the glass was pretty large and it had managed to lodge itself deep in Yoochun’s throat. The glass has damaged his vocal cord beyond repair.”

Dr. Han watched the two young men before him in sympathy, as Yunho broke down unable to hold in his tears any longer. Jaejoong comforted his boyfriend, but he too was speechless after hearing what Dr. Had had to say about Yoochun’s condition.

“So..” Jaejoong began, his voice cracked slightly. He took a moment to collect himself before asking Dr. Han the question he dreaded. The question he, himself knew the answer too already. But he needed it. He needed to hear from the doctor himself to confirm. “Will he be able to talk again? To sing?”

“I’m sorry, Jaejoong-shii” Dr. Han said. “His vocal cord had been damaged beyond repair. He wouldn’t be able to talk or sing anymore.”

“But…but singing is his life” Yunho spoke through his sobs. Music was everything to Yoochun. It was his life.

“Again, I’m terribly sorry to have to tell you this terrible news” Dr. Han stood up bowing at the two men and left.


No one noticed a tall figured standing close by listening to everything that had been said. He smirked softly to himself satisfied with the news he had just heard.


--End Flashback--


Changmin was positive that the man was Dr. Han, the doctor who had treated Yoochun when he was brought in from the accidents a year ago. But he wondered how did Dr. Han knew Taemin and from the look of the conversation they were engaging in, Changmin doubted that they were old friends, let alone colleagues. He had a gnawing suspicious that how Dr. Han and Taemin knew each other wasn’t a good thing. Deciding to investigate the matter further, Changmin hoped that it wouldn’t turn out to be bad news because he hated to be the one that break it to Junsu.




By the time they arrived in Hawaii, it was almost late in the afternoon. Worried that his boyfriend might be hungry since Yoochun practically slept the whole way here, Junsu hurriedly check in to their hotel. Thanking the bell boy, Junsu gave him a generous tip before closing the door to his suite shut. He searched the spacious room for Yoochun, having found him minutes later standing on the balcony lost in the view of the Pacific Ocean.


The sun had already disappear half way down the never ending ocean creating a stunning shades of red, pink, orange and purple across the sky, which magnified itself on the ever calming ocean. Junsu stood leaning against the balcony door, silently observing Yoochun, who was leaning forward on his arms against the railing, the soft glow of the sunset caressed Yoochun’s milky white skin emitting a soft aura around the younger man.


Yoochun watched the breathtaking scenery in awed. He had never seen such an amazing view of a sunset like this one before. He was so lost in the view that he missed the sound of Junsu’s footstep joining him on the balcony. Yoochun jumped when he felt a pair of arms enclosed around his slim waist, he soon relaxed once he recognized the familiar touch and warmth of Junsu.


“Sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to scare you.” Junsu said, resting his chin on Yoochun’s shoulder. “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

Yoochun nodded his head in agreement, leaning back further into Junsu’s chest.

“Are you hungry?” Junsu asked, nuzzling Yoochun’s neck inhaling his sweet vanilla scent. “You slept through the whole flight. I’m sure you’re starving.” Yoochun nodded.

“Want to eat out or room service?”

‘Can we eat here?  I’m tire and I don’t feeling like going out.’

“Sure, baby. Why don’t you go take a shower and I’ll order us some food?”


Stepping out of the shower fully dressed in pair of soft cotton drawn string pajama pant and a pale baby blue Smurf t-shirt, Yoochun could smell the delicious aroma of the dinner Junsu had ordered. He could see the different kind of food Junsu had ordered arrange on the table in the living room area in their five stars hotel suite. Junsu was too busy fussing over the variety of food that he failed to notice that Yoochun had finished with his shower.


Taping Junsu lightly on his shoulder to get the older man’s attention, Junsu turned taking in the adorable sight of Yoochun in his sleepwear. Yoochun blushed under Junsu’s intense gazed. Junsu tugged Yoochun into his embrace, placing soft kiss on the younger man’s lips. The kiss started soft and gentle, but it gradually grew more intense and passionate as Junsu slipped his wandering tongue into Yoochun’s warm cavern, tasting the sweet taste that Yoochun had to offer.


“You smell good.” Junsu mumbled, inhaling Yoochun’s sweet scent and gently sucking the one special spot behind his ear, knowing it drove Yoochun crazy. “I think I want you more than the food.”

Yoochun shoved Junsu away playfully, smacking his arm also for good measure. ‘Yah! What are you doing?’

“Why?” Junsu smiled, pulling the struggling Yoochun into his arms once again. “Don’t you like it, Baby” Junsu whispered seductively into his ear, causing Yoochun to shiver uncontrollably.


Sensing Yoochun discomfort, Junsu kissed his cheek as an apology. “I’m only teasing, babe. I wouldn’t do anything to you unless you’re ready. All right? So don’t be scare.”

Yoochun ducked his head, afraid that Junsu might be angry at him for not wanting to further their relationship. ‘I’m sorry’

Surprised at the sudden apology Junsu tilted his head up, hand palming one of his cheeks. “What are you apologizing for baby?”

‘I….For not…’ One of Junsu’s free hand came up to stop Yoochun, mid signing, cupping his hand into his own.

“Stop” Junsu whispered. “You did nothing wrong and I’m not mad. I’m glad you told me that you were uncomfortable. As long as you’re not ready I wouldn’t do anything to make you uncomfortable, OK?”

Yoochun cracked a small smile, kissed Junsu tenderly. ‘Thank you, Su’

“Su?” Junsu raised an eyebrow at question at the sudden affectionate nick name.

Yoochun blushed as his nick name for the older man slipped. ‘Sorry’

“I like it” Junsu admitted, a small smile glazed his lips. “Are you going to call me that from now on?”

‘Do you want me to?’

“As long as I still you call my baby.”


Junsu leaned in and kissed him hard and fast. Breaking apart Junsu was met with a confused yet satisfied look from Yoochun, he explained “For a deal to complete, it must be seal with a kiss.”

‘So a kiss it is’ Their lips met again sealing the silent promised to call each other by the affectionate nick name they gave one another. Junsu let his emotion ran through his kisses, hoping, wishing that Yoochun would somehow understand what he was about to do to him in the not so distant future.




A bunch of fogs drifted out from the heated bathroom as Junsu finished with his shower. Fully dressed in a simple sweats and tank, Junsu walked out a small towel in his hands, toweling his still dripping wet hair, throwing the towel aside when deemed his hair was dried enough. He saw Yoochun lying comfortable on the king size bed, with a familiar hoodie in his arms, Jaejoong’s hoodie.


Junsu smirked, climbing in next to his boyfriend. “Jaejoong’s hoodie?”

Yoochun blushed, knowing he wouldn’t get away from this topic like he previously had. ‘Yeah’

Laying on his side facing his flushed boyfriend, “Are you going to tell me your weird habit now?” Junsu asked, pulling the younger man closed to him. Yoochun relaxed and snuggled himself deeper into Junsu’s embrace. “Why are you always sleeping with Jaejoong’s hoodie? Should I be jealous of it?”

‘Promise not to laugh, if I told you.’

‘Promise’ Junsu signed back.

‘I can only fall asleep if I’m holding on to something.’

“That’s it?” Junsu asked, not believing that was the only reason. “I don’t believe it.”

Yoochun pouted. ‘Fine, hyung said I refused to fall asleep when I was younger if I wasn’t clutching on to something. There happy?’

Junsu chuckled, placing a gentle kissed on top of Yoochun’s head, which was tucking nicely under Junsu’s chin. “Yes, now was that so hard. Is it always have to be Jaejoong’s hoodie?”


“Then” Junsu yanked the hoodie away from Yoochun’s tight grasped and tossed it on to one of the armchairs. “You don’t need it tonight.”

Yoochun protested, scrambling out of Junsu’s hold to go and retrieved the hoodie back, but Junsu refused to let him go. ‘I want it back.’

“Nope.” Junsu said determinedly. “Why do you want it?”

‘I can’t fall asleep without it.’

“Didn’t you say that it doesn’t have to be Jaejoong’s hoodie? So you can hug me and clutch me all you want.”


“Try it, baby. If you can’t fall asleep, I’ll go get it back for you. But for tonight, just hold me.” Junsu said, kissing the corner of his lips.


Yoochun gave out a sigh, nodding. He settled into a more comfortable position in Junsu’s arms. Junsu waited patiently for Yoochun to settle down. Eventually Yoochun scooted himself closer to Junsu, tucking his head into the crook of Junsu’s neck, the smell of citrus calming him. His legs entwining themselves with the older man, hands clutching tightly around Junsu’s tank top, feeling comfortable Yoochun relaxed and allowed himself to drift off to sleep. Junsu had lied still allowing Yoochun to do whatever he wanted, watching the younger man in amusement. Seeing Yoochun relaxed, his breathing even out, Junsu knew the younger man had fallen asleep. He brought one of his hand and lovingly rubbed Yoochun’s back, soothing him until he, himself, fallen asleep soon after, but not before reminding himself that his heart would love Yoochun only for week.




Glancing at the pitch black sky, the moon laid hidden in the ever moving clouds causing the night to be completely dark except the few street lamps of the parking lot. The almost empty parking lot gave chills down the middle age doctor’s back. It was usual for him to be working so late into the night, but there was just something about tonight that made him uneasy.


Dr. Han switched his brief case over to his left hand, while the other searched for his car keys. He cursed himself silently for parking so far away from the hospital building today. His car was now park alone all the way at the end of the empty parking lot. Halfway through his car, Dr. Han halted mid-step, eyes glancing nervously around the empty spaces.


“That’s odd.” Dr. Han wondered.


He quickened his steps to his parked car. Keys jiggling in his right hand, Dr. Han unlocked his car door. He opened the door to the back seat of his car, tossing his briefcase inside. Just as he was closing the door shut, someone grabbed him from behind, slamming and pinning him against the side of his cars. Dr. Han stared at his intruder with terrified eyes. It soon turned in to angry once he realized who the culprit was.


“It’s you!” Dr. Han shouted, getting angry by the seconds.


The attacker smirked at him, arms stretch out, gun in his hand pointing straight at Dr. Han. Dr. Han watched with horrified eyes as he understand what the attacker intended to do.


“Please…” Dr. Han begged. “Don’t kill me..I…I was just…”


A shot rang out, echoing throughout the empty parking lot. A bullet landed itself in the middle of Dr. Han’s forehead, killing him immediately. His body slumped against the side of his car, blood splattered against the squeaky clean window. The attacker wiped his gun clean and tucked in back in the safety of his pants.


He gave Dr. Han’s dead body one last glances. “Shut your mouth.”

[Chapter 11]

A/N: OK...I know it's been a long time since I post this....I'm not even gonna apologized because I know most of you who follow me on Twitter knew how busy I have become these past few weeks.....I had plan to post a very long and tiring oneshot that I had been working on before this chapter, but apparently it was still unfinish, so I have decided to post this instead....I hope it's all to your liking...Please do comment......Thank You....

A/N2: If you want to follow me on Twiiter.......This is my account: @zoeybunnygals

ainto87ainto87 on January 28th, 2011 03:33 am (UTC)
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on January 28th, 2011 03:45 am (UTC)
Girl, you are always first! How do you do it?
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zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:50 am (UTC)
Junsu is jealous of Jaejoong's hoodie....lol.......

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on January 28th, 2011 03:45 am (UTC)
Ahhhhh!!!!!!! AN UPDATE!!!!!
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on January 28th, 2011 04:04 am (UTC)
Hmm…could the mysterious man have a grudge against Yoochun? B/C why else would he had smirked at the knowledge of Yoochun being mute forever? He must have been Yoochun's colleague/coworker who was jealous of Yoochun's talent, and that's why he caused that car crash. Things are getting more interesting with the addition of this character!

Now I wonder…Will Junchun make love while vacationing in Hawaii???
(no subject) - zoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:51 am (UTC) (Expand)
s.pigletsheilapiglet on January 28th, 2011 03:48 am (UTC)
wow, now that was unexpected...I'm so curious as to what happened in the past and who killed Dr. Han....there must be more to this than some simple accident....I'm really worried about YC...I'm sure that JS will regret ever playing with his heart once he finds out the truth....perhaps CM will solve the mystery? Can't wait for your next chapter..update soon!=)
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:51 am (UTC)
Junsu will surely regret everything, but as of now....he can't see past his revenge....

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
ekin_hardyekin_hardy on January 28th, 2011 04:27 am (UTC)
Wow..I dont know how i missed this for few chapters..but I'm back..XD

I guess I should take all the Junchun before it dissapears right...?

Owh my, my heart..now its full wit fluffiness..but next? huhu

tanx for the update in ur buziness..*hugs*
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:52 am (UTC)
now now...the JunChun won't disappear.....i would NEVER let that happen....lol

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
nuhcuy'snuhcuys on January 28th, 2011 05:06 am (UTC)
only love him f0r a week??? junsu-ya... you already fall over heel for him!!!
who killed dr han?? omo.. so many questions
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:53 am (UTC)
Junsu i still very stubborn about his feeling...

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
Miss FunkyMusicJunkie: Yoochunplastickkheart on January 28th, 2011 05:10 am (UTC)
And the plot thickenings. I've been wondering if its really Chunnie fault that Junsu parents died. =/
I'm really happy to see an update. ^_^

I'm going to add you on twitter. My name is @plastickkhearrt.

Edited at 2011-01-28 05:11 am (UTC)
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:54 am (UTC)
ahhh yes the plot has thicken...and whether it is actually yoochun's fault or not....i guess you will have to kepp reading.....LOL

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
xiao: Yoosu::smilesanimeleo on January 28th, 2011 05:10 am (UTC)
I bet Taemin planned the murder!!! D< It's so weird thinking Taemin is Junsu's uncle cuz....baby magnae Taemin... xD
Awww the way Yoochun and Junsu cuddel in bed so cuuuute. ^^ Hopefully Changmin cracks the mystery before Junsu breaks Yoochun's heart. Stay safe min!
mj88ishmj88ish on January 31st, 2011 08:17 pm (UTC)
i so agree with you thought. ha...ha...ha..
(no subject) - zoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:54 am (UTC) (Expand)
xiahaddictxiah_addict on January 28th, 2011 08:43 am (UTC)
Oh wow loving the JunChun but a guy is dead DDD8 ~ This is getting interesting! Thank you~
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:55 am (UTC)
there will be more JunChun...i promise......

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
chickenb0ychickenb0y on January 28th, 2011 10:07 am (UTC)
finallyyy <333333333 *hugs*

i love love love JunChun love on Hawaii TT_TT Suuu, please realize your feeling quick~! poor chun babe D: but i'm curious with what Su's intended to do to Yoochun *can't wait can't wait*

and bloody scene on the last part of this chapter O__Olll i wonder what's going on >_<
thank you!!! :D i'll always wait for you XD
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:56 am (UTC)

Hawaii JunChun will be more.......promise!!!!

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
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zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:57 am (UTC)
OMG OMG OMG...i'm not telling you anything....lol

now now you don't want me to spoil the story now would you?????

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
ting5ting5 on January 28th, 2011 01:26 pm (UTC)
Yoochun is just so so cute!!
Alas stubborn as Junsu is, he just have to spoil the moment by reminding himself he only got a week.

And I smell conspiracy revolving around Junsu's parents death..hmmm

Update when you can. remeber not to push yourself too hard bb /huggles
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:58 am (UTC)
i know who can top Yoochun's cuteness.......NO ONE!!!! LOL

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
(no subject) - ting5 on February 21st, 2011 07:51 pm (UTC) (Expand)
gu2duckgu2duck on January 28th, 2011 05:22 pm (UTC)
mine <3
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:58 am (UTC)
thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
lialuvchun: kissing yoosulialuvchun on January 28th, 2011 05:36 pm (UTC)
I feel sorry for bunny already~ but Junsui is so caring... and that'll hurt after!

Glad you're back unnie!
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:59 am (UTC)
things will be better soon for them...i guess....lol

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
pss: sweetie..i hope you are feeling better!!!!! "hugs"
Flowflow_is_me135 on January 28th, 2011 07:24 pm (UTC)
Wow. Taemin is old in this one. That was my first time reading an old taemin.
It's weird, but not a bad change. Hehehehe

Junsu and Yoochun is such a cute couple.
I really love how they interact with each other.
If only Junsu didn't have to take a revenge .___.
They would be such a happy couple, and Junsu didn't have to hide anything ;^;

Anw, thank you for writing such a good piece :))
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 09:59 am (UTC)
i know.......if junsu didn't take revenge then this fic would be just one big old fluff...lol

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
Reyareya13 on January 28th, 2011 08:54 pm (UTC)
the ending is gory but i like it

still, what i liked even more than that was the way junsu treated chunnie
so sweet
i hope that one week will turn into forever and he'll forget his stupid revenge ^^
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:00 am (UTC)
of course junsu is starting to fall in love with our chun, but his head is still keeping him alert about the revenge!!!!!!!

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
Agatabakastudent on January 28th, 2011 10:32 pm (UTC)
Please, update more often XD You're killing us with the suspense XD

I love you're story, I've been following it, it probably has something to do with the plot as well as the fact you're emphasise on JunChun instead of YooSu - I love JunChun XD
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:01 am (UTC)
lol...JunChun is my top OTP baby!!!!!

i have been busy with work, but i'll try to update as much as i can...

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
ieie_luphieie_luph on January 29th, 2011 02:06 am (UTC)
Hey, junsu fall in love with yoochun, right?
But why he won't realize..
C'mon su..forget about ur revenge n reach ur love :D

Who kill Dr.han?
It's changmin or taemin?

Update soon :D
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:02 am (UTC)
revenge is still a big issue for junsu...that's why

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
asuka2507asuka2507 on January 29th, 2011 06:56 am (UTC)
cuddling Junchun <3 but, i still wonder who this mystery guy that would want to kill Dr. Han... wats his motive?
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:02 am (UTC)
the mysterious killer would be reveal sometimes in the future....

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
reny_wenreny_wen on January 29th, 2011 02:44 pm (UTC)
aww,,i love JUNCHUN moment here~~
susu,,just love chunnie_bun with all your heart FOREVER..
you're soo into him..
*humm,,will they have the ... in hawaii??*
its kinda romantic ^/////^

what is the relationship between taemin and Dr.Han??
could it be they're the cause of susu's parent death??
hummm,,minnie,,get your tiny little brain to work this time,,right d=_=ba

ohh,,i love it,,thank you for the story dearr~~
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:03 am (UTC)
Re: kyaaaa~~
JUNCHUN moment is the best....lol

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
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zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 21st, 2011 10:03 am (UTC)
justice will prevail in the end!!!!!!!

thank you for reading and commenting bb
ps: sorry for the late reply
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zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on May 25th, 2011 03:54 am (UTC)

thank you so much for reading and commenting
sorry for the late reply
samchun55samchun55 on February 3rd, 2012 01:04 am (UTC)
omg what is going on ?!!? who just kill this doctor guy ><
running to next ch ~~~~:D
Minesomineminesomine on December 9th, 2013 09:37 pm (UTC)
Something tells me you want us to think it was Changmin but it really wasn't.