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24 February 2014 @ 02:08 pm
[FIC] Revenge, A Bittersweet Love (Chapter 20)  
Title: Revenge, A Bittersweet Love
Author: Zoey
Paring: JunChun, JaeHo
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Smut
Length: Chapter - Ongoing

Summary: One accidents, Two victims. One revenge, Two broken hearts. They both each lost a piece of themselves. One lost the only comfort and love he ever known and had while the other lost the one thing he needed to complete him. What happened when their path crossed and revenged was set? Would love be enough to bring them out of their pain and suffering?

A/N: I want to shout out a BIG THANK YOU to [info]dexterka92 for the making such a wonderful poster!!!!!!!!!!



 


Balancing the bag of groceries carefully on her left hip, Dr. Jeng quickly rummaged her purse for her keys. The anxiety weaved in and out of her body. It had always been like this, ever since she was forced to run away from her life. Glancing left and right, Dr. Jeng breathed in a sign of relief as she easily slipped into the opening of her front door. Glad to finally be in the comfort of her apartment.

Ignoring the stabbed of paranoia creeping into mind to double checked the hallway, Dr. Jeng continued on to the kitchen to put the groceries away before it began to spoil. As she was getting into the flow of her routine the more she could feel her muscle relaxed, her head cleared of any concern.

She giggled silently as the word of Dr. Han, her late boyfriend, echoed inside her head. ‘Never expected the unexpected.’ And silently scolded herself to be thinking of such thought when she was perfectly safe in her own apartment. It was as if fate was playing a cruel joke on her because just a mere second ago she was doubting Dr. Han’s warning, and before she could realize it, someone hit her in the head hard.

Dr. Han’s word replayed through her clouded mind. “Never expected the unexpected. Always keep your guard up.”
-*-*-*-*-*-

Bae stood in the now ransacked apartment with a satisfied smirk. He had ordered his men to search every crook and cranny of Dr. Jeng’s apartment for the legal documents containing the truth of Yoochun’s biological father. Almost an hour into the search, one of his men had gleefully announced his discovery. The documents were hidden securely in the air conditioning vents.

Opening the manila folders with shaking hands, Bae smiled once his eyes landed on the familiar heading of the hospital where Yoochun was born. Quickly securing the documents into a safe place, Bae turned to his men and ordered. “Torch the place. Leave nothing behind.” Pointing to Dr. Jeng’s unconscious form, he barked. “Including her.”

His men crackled as they began to clear out of the apartment. Once everyone had cleared out, the man holding the door opened flicked open his lighter, throwing the flammable object onto the many books scattering all over the floor. The fire caught on immediately and began to spread out through the entire apartment. Satisfied with the outcome, the man closed the door as if nothing had happen and hurried jumped into the car, speeding off unnoticed.
-*-*-*-*-*-

The constant beeping of the heart monitor echoed noisily in the small hospital room, yet somehow it provided him comfort.  With everything that was happening lately, Changmin knew for a fact that things were a lot more complicated than what they knew. A couple of days and already secrets after secrets started spilling left and right.

Changmin gave out an exhausted sigh as he let his lean body fell on the small uncomfortable couch. His mind drifted to when he saw Yoochun a few days ago, at the mercy of Junsu’s wrath. He knew that from this day onward, Yoochun would suffered greatly from everything that happened and eventually the person who would be the most hurt out of all of this would be none other than Junsu, himself.

He continued to sit at the obvious worn out couch, letting his stiffed muscles relaxed, eyes boring into the manila folder his men placed on small coffee table opposite him. With a exasperate sigh, he snatched the said file and started to flip through the content. His eyes grew wider as he scanned the important facts.

It was everything that Junsu had been waiting for, the result of Yoochun’s DNA test. With a shaking hand, Changmin dialed for Junsu’s private number. He had hoped, wished for the outcome to be different.

The line connected, and immediately Junsu’s voiced floated through his cell phone. “What have you got?”
“I have the result in my hand.”
“Well?”
“He’s Taemin.” With that said, the only answered Changmin received was the dial tone. Junsu had hung up.

He closed his eyes and forced his body to get up. He still had many things to do. Taking one last looked at the unconscious figure on the hospital bed, Changmin cracked a small smile; at least they still have one thing that Taemin had overlooked.

The heavily wrapped fingers twitched go unnoticed as Changmin left the small room.

Changmin left the small hospital room unaware that the unconscious figure’s fingers twitched continuously before the steadying beeping of the heart monitor gradually increase alarming doctors and nurses as they hurried to the said room.
-*-*-*-*-*-

Clutching the white piece of paper, Junsu gritted his teeth in anger. Changmin had sent a messenger to deliver the copy of Yoochun’s DNA test to him. He knew the younger man was avoiding him, but he couldn’t have careless.

Junsu had been staring at it for almost twenty minutes. His heart had refused to accept this small piece of evidence; it screamed at him that it might be more than to meet the eyes. But his head was screaming “YES”, Yoochun and Taemin had been playing with him since the beginning. In the end, his head won over the emotion in his heart.

Yes, he had been right all along. The Parks brothers and Taemin had all lied to him, making him looked like a fool. With a swift of his heels, Junsu stalked over to where Yoochun was huddled in the corner of this room. He lips curled into a small smirked once he realized his boyfriend had fell asleep.

Yoochun was startled awaked, eyes snapped open in fear, mouth letting out silent screams as Junsu had a firm gripped of his hair and began to aggressively drag him across the floor. Satisfied as to where he had want him, Junsu released the death gripped he had on the younger man’s hair and made a move to grabbed his neck instead.

Yoochun struggled, hands crawling at Junsu’s arms, desperately trying to free himself of Junsu’s tight gripped. Eventually he stopped struggling; the more he struggle the tighter Junsu’s grip was on his neck.

“Time’s up, Baby.” Junsu spat. Yoochun’s eyes reflected nothing, but fear and confusion. “Still playing dumb, I see.”
Yoochun shook his head despite the pain from where Junsu’s hand had gripped him. ‘I…I don’t understand.’
“Remember Taemin?”
‘But…but…I…I didn’t…’
Junsu laughed at Yoochun’s confusion at what’s he done. “Oh Baby, I know you didn’t talk to Taemin again after that. But, it’s something else that you are hiding from me.”

Yoochun coughed as his airway was being squeezed even tighter. He could feel how little air was breathed into his lungs. Blinking back the tears away, tiny black spots was starting to appear in his line of vision. Yoochun could feel the burn in his lungs. Just as he was about to give in the familiar darkness, Junsu released his hand from Yoochun’s throat. He coughed violently as the cool air rushed into his burning lungs.

“Now I’m going to ask you again.” Junsu stated in a tone that no one dared to mess with. “Who is Taemin to you?”
Even though every muscle was screaming in pain, Yoochun forced his hands to sign, answering his once again furious lover. ‘I…don…don’t understand. He’s no one.’
“No one, huh?” Junsu mocked feet already taking him back to where he had left the paper earlier. “THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS???” Junsu roared and threw the piece of paper right in front of the trembling man.

Yoochun gingerly reached out for it. A part of him was curious and yet another part of was terrified at what he might find. His eyes grew twice it sized as his roamed over the content. It said that he, Park Yoochun, was not his father’s son, but a man name Taemin. The same Taemin that made Junsu’s angry. It wasn’t true. He couldn’t believe it.

Yoochun shook his head back and forth refusing to believe any words on written on this thin white piece of paper. His mouth silently mouthing the words ‘No. No. No.’ over and over again.

‘That’s not true.’ Yoochun desperately signed. He was his father’s son. That’s the truth. ‘That’s not true. I’m not his son. No.’
Junsu sneered. “Your words mean nothing to me at this point, Baby.”

Forcing his lover’s weak body up, Junsu easily threw him on the bed. Yoochun stared back at Junsu not recognizing him at all. Junsu’s usual soft brown eyes that were filled with love and gentleness was replaced with icy stared that was filled with hatred. With every steps that Junsu took, Yoochun fearfully stepped back, wanting to distant himself from his lover as much as possible.

Letting out a growl, Junsu tugged hard at Yoochun’s ankle further injured the already bruised skin. “Don’t think for a second you could get away from me.”
‘Please…Please…I’m sorry.’ Yoochun cried. ‘I…I love you.”
Junsu’s eyes flashed at the word, and laughed. “You love me?” Junsu asked, he leaned closer to Yoochun’s ear, taking pleasure in seeing how the younger man’s body trembling in fear, and whispered. “Want to know something, Baby? I have never once loved you.”

With that said, Yoochun cried at the hateful words. He was confused at everything that was going on and with the way Junsu had been treating him. He knew that the DNA’s test was a lied, but what he didn’t understand was why Junsu thought that small piece of information was important. The only thing that Yoochun was certain of was those truthful words that Junsu had never loved him.

Closing his eyes in defeat, Yoochun gave in, letting Junsu do whatever he wanted. He had convinced himself that no one, not even Junsu, would chose to fall in love with a disable person like him.

The last word Yoochun heard was forever imprinted in his heart. “I’ve never love you. I’ve only use you for revenge.”



[Chapter 21]



 
 
 
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 24th, 2014 07:11 am (UTC)
Spot for abcdefghiluvyou for wanting me to update this....

Edited at 2014-02-24 07:12 am (UTC)
abcdefghiluvyouabcdefghiluvyou on February 24th, 2014 08:17 am (UTC)
/endless ugly sobbing

i don't know what to say ;______;
i waited for this all week long and
now i read it and it was so short and
it was so cruel and so perfect and on
one hand i want Yoochun to be even
more tragic but on the other i just want
him to be happy. oh Junsu. how could
you, Junsu, how could you.

update sooooon please, please? ;_;
(no subject) - zoeybunnygals on February 24th, 2014 08:19 am (UTC) (Expand)
killboredomkillboredom on February 24th, 2014 07:19 am (UTC)
YOU UPDATED
DAMN.
OUCH,
CANNOT FORM
SENTENCES.
MORE
MOAR!!!!!!
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 24th, 2014 07:30 am (UTC)
WOW U R FAST!!!!


TAKE A DEEP BREATH!!! IN...OUT....LOL
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Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on February 24th, 2014 07:49 am (UTC)
Oh, my goodness. YOOCHUNNN!!!! *kicks down door and saves chunnie from su and zoey*

Junsu should not be able to win back Yoochun's love. In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if Yoochun ends up being accidentally killed by the end of this fic, trying to save Junsu or something.

Thanks for the update, dear.

Edited at 2014-02-24 07:50 am (UTC)
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 24th, 2014 08:21 am (UTC)
I AM NOT THAT CRUEL TO CHUNNIE!!! Am I? LOL


Anyway...I would never kill Yoochun off....OH DEAR GOD NO!!!!!


Thank you for still reading this
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nuhcuy'snuhcuys on February 24th, 2014 07:58 am (UTC)
junsu is so cruel.. i just dont know how he can make over all of this in the future.............

im so broken hearted!!
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 24th, 2014 08:22 am (UTC)
Yes, Junsu is cruel....he will have ask for a lot of forgiveness....if he want Yoochun to continue to love him
Hana Mouradhananoona on February 24th, 2014 08:48 am (UTC)
Welcome back (^_^)
Hana Mouradhananoona on February 24th, 2014 09:04 am (UTC)
This is plain torture, he could just kill the poor boy and get it over with *cry*
Junsu crossed the line between hate and savage, I wonder if he can ever go back *heavy sigh* and poor Chun the poor thing even if those wounds (the physical ones) heals I doubt the ones caused by words like ( I never once loved you) could ever heal.
Please put at end to both Chun's and my misery soon.
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Minesomineminesomine on February 24th, 2014 10:31 am (UTC)
Ah........... I've being dying for an update on this one.
Why break my heart even more? How am I ever going to glue the little pieces back together?

Aish, Junsu, you stupid asshole. Can I drop a ton of brick on his head, pretty please? I wanna go rescue Yoochun and hug him.
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:34 am (UTC)
If you want to drop brick on Junsu's head you might have to get in line....LOL

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roughmetal2roughmetal2 on February 24th, 2014 03:03 pm (UTC)
I'm really fuming mad at junsu. I think he needs psychiatric treatment. He's so consumed with revenge that his actions are no longer sane. At first, i still want the two of them to end up together but with the kind of torture he's inflicting on yoochun, i don't want him to be forgiven anymore. Yoochun would be better off with another guy. And btw, i want junsu to be so guilt-ridden once everything gets cleared.
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:35 am (UTC)
I know....I know....Junsu is lost on his revenge emotion.....

OH trust me there will be some guilt-ridden happening to Junsu.....


^_^
mimisontsukasa on February 24th, 2014 05:31 pm (UTC)
Ahhh, can I cry like 5 ever?? Junsu is so so bad!! I can't with this fic ;;
I need someone to punch Junsu do badly, maybe the punch can knock some sense -even if he is not with Chunnie anymore -
wasdfsa I hate him :c
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:36 am (UTC)
I don't think Junsu need someone to punch him...sooner or later he will realize the things he had done....so stay tune!!!!!!!
jhyjfanjhyjfan on February 24th, 2014 06:21 pm (UTC)
Junsu doesn't deserve Yoochun's love or forgiveness. He doesn't even deserve the chance to forgive himself. It's like he's the devil's spawn, or the devil himself.

I hope Yoochun will somehow have a happy ending, even if it's not with Junsu. It's hard to see how Junsu would earn the right to be with him after all he's done to him (so far).
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:37 am (UTC)
Yes, Junsu is the devil himself here.....T_T


Sometimes love will make you do crazy things especially to the person you hold dear in their heart.....
samchun55samchun55 on February 24th, 2014 09:21 pm (UTC)
i can't believe my eyes
thank you thank you
i was waiting for you to update ...the story is amazing u r amazing
waiting for the next chapter

poor yoochun ....plz junsu stop u will regret this :'(
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:38 am (UTC)
Re: i can't believe my eyes
you're welcome you're welcome


blush blush.....


Junsu will definitely regret this....THANK YOU
cutie_asscutie_ass on February 24th, 2014 11:04 pm (UTC)
I noticed Yoochun fell asleep for the first time without holding onto something, poor him it because of lack of sleep and tired from the beating, Junsu ah how come you abuse someone you love like that? You will never be forgiven for sure.
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:39 am (UTC)
Yes, indeed....You are the first to notice....He did fell asleep because of exhaustion mentally and physically that even himself forgot that he need that security in his arms....


Thank you for reading!!!
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Shenxiaozey on February 25th, 2014 12:06 am (UTC)
YOU UPDATED! BUT

MY HEART
AHHHH
CHUN-AH T_T
unsu, you're only hurting yourself like this too even if you don't think so. T_T

Please write more~~ I'm very curious to read the next chapter.
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 01:40 am (UTC)
I UPDATE!!!!!!


Junsu is hurting himself and others.....His love for Yoochun...only time will tell...
s.pigletsheilapiglet on February 25th, 2014 02:47 am (UTC)
awwww, this fic hasn't been updated in so long and we get yet another chapter of Junsu being an asshole? =(

Not sure if I can last till the end...cuz no matter what, I don't see how JS will ever be deserving of YC...to be honest, I rather it end with YC happy and JS regretting forever...sounds evil, but hey, JS deserves it.

zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 25th, 2014 02:56 am (UTC)
has it been that long? "blush"

asshole Junsu is still here unfortunately!!!!!

come on sweetie...have a little faith if not in Junsu, then in me? LOL

things will be reveal and looking up soon!!
hra_1106hra_1106 on February 25th, 2014 11:43 pm (UTC)
T________T #slapjunsu how could you
it is yoochun, your yoochun, su
last time i read this story, when junchun back from hawaii, and su hurt chun ;__;
waiting for the next update, please soon, safe yoochun please
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 26th, 2014 03:41 am (UTC)
Happy times will come...don't know when exactly, but it will come...
ieie_luphieie_luph on February 27th, 2014 10:32 pm (UTC)
It was so short T____T
why junsu being so mean??
wait he's mean here ._.
JUNSU, YOOCHUN TRULY LOVE YOU!!!
you just make a mistake beb T_T
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on February 28th, 2014 01:18 am (UTC)
next chapter will be longer...T_T


thank you for reading1
babygirladdybabygirladdy on May 1st, 2014 11:57 pm (UTC)
OMGDS UPDATES!!!! I've checked around for like a year and there's updates!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 /love explosion/

Poor Chunnie T.T I can't wait to see what will happen when Su realizes what he's doing ><
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lunabielunabie on November 13th, 2014 11:34 am (UTC)
zoey, where are you????? must i wait ur update for over a year again T.T
sorry i dont want to disturb ur real life but i really miss ur update...come back hun ♥♥♥
Farah Za'azlinfarahhani on December 13th, 2015 02:28 pm (UTC)
I've been waaaiting for the next chapter. Zoey, prettyy pleasee update it. ❤
ainto87ainto87 on November 3rd, 2016 03:08 pm (UTC)
ONNIEEEEEE <3 <3 <3
onnieeee~~~~
come back pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee ;~~~~~~~~;